Wednesday, April 23, 2008

I feel so lucky

The last couple of days and week we have been given such amazing training. We had a meeting is Dr. Ilchi SSN. We have had some tough training after meeting that has really connected me deep with my heart and my soul to uncover what my soul really wants. I have figured out that my souls wants to only have one mind. There are so many times that I can get confused about what I want or feel I want someting, but have a lot of doubt that leads me to other things. I have found that the only true mind i want is to complete my life and complete my soul. My body is here as a tool twords my completion. All I need to do is choose for my soul and the universe, my bosy and everything else will simply follow and support me through everything. I feel so lucky to understand this and have the opppertunity to come to this awakening. I am so lucky to have found amazing teachers to guide my soul. We were lucky enough to have these amazing trainings with master Gaia. I have learned a lot qabout principle, habits, choosing, and cycle of life. I know all I have to do know is simpley choose for my soul everytime!!!!

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

The last two weeks

Hello everyone!!!!!! so much has happened in the las couple of weeks. We have gone to many lectures of Dr. Ilchi SSN and done our chun bu shin gon performances. Alex nim arrived on March 3rd. It's been so great having her here. We have had so many amazing yeha night's. It's been incredibly touching to see so many Korean Yeha working to grow there soul. We have been doing demonstrations for them and also giving lectures about the honk ik philosophy. I actually gave my first lecture the other night. I was very nervous, but LOVED it. I felt like I really touched their hearts and hopefully inspired people.
Last week we got an awesome treat. Ichi Seung Seun nim gave let us be apart of a very special training, that usually cotsts a LOT of money. He said we have been doing a great job. that the mayor s and other people are listening to us and we are inspiring people to embrace their own history and the hong ik philosophy. He had a spiritual training. It was so amazing!!!!! Members could ask him any question and he spoke about some many amazing spiritual topics. i feel a much deeper connnection to him and am starting to understand his role of wisdom in my life. I became very clear on what i need to do and was able to really let go of some things that i was holding onto.
the last two weeks I have been through so much stuff. i have really seen how many judgements I have about myself and my actions. I have been working at letting go of my judgements for myself and others. i have also really seen my limitations. I realize how i am still so closed inside this box and amreally not free. I am watching and really trying to push through my physical body. More to come....